Friday, February 21, 2025

Brains in a vat

 As the two brains became more deeply networked, a flood of sensations and emotions surged between them, overwhelming and disorienting at first. Neither could distinguish their own thoughts from the other’s, and the boundaries of self began to dissolve. Then, faintly at first, a voice—or something like a voice—emerged in the chaos.


*“What… what is this? These thoughts… they’re not mine.”*  

The voice was hesitant, trembling with confusion. It wasn’t spoken aloud, but it was unmistakably *there*, a presence in the shared space of their consciousness.


*“I feel it too,”* came the reply, equally uncertain. *“I see… a memory. A birthday party. Balloons, laughter. But it’s not my memory. It’s yours, isn’t it?”*  


*“Yes,”* the first voice responded, a flicker of recognition cutting through the disorientation. *“I was seven. My grandmother gave me a red bicycle. But how are you seeing this? How are you… inside me?”*  


*“I don’t know,”* the second voice admitted. *“But I can feel it. The joy, the excitement. It’s so vivid, like I’m living it myself. And now… now I’m showing you something. Do you see it? A beach, the sound of waves…”*  


The first brain hesitated, then gasped—not with breath, but with thought. *“Yes. I see it. The sand, the salt in the air. It’s beautiful. But it’s not mine. It’s yours.”*  


*“It was my happiest memory,”* the second voice said softly. *“I didn’t think I’d ever share it with anyone. Not like this.”*  


As the exchange continued, the flood of shared memories and emotions became less overwhelming. The brains began to navigate the connection, tentatively at first, like two strangers learning to speak the same language.  


*“This is… strange,”* the first voice said after a pause. *“I can feel your fear. It’s sharp, like a knife. What are you afraid of?”*  


*“The same thing you are,”* the second voice replied. *“Losing myself. Becoming… something else. Something that’s not me anymore.”*  


*“But we’re still here,”* the first voice insisted, though there was a tremor of doubt. *“Aren’t we? I can still feel my thoughts, my memories. And I can feel yours, but they’re… separate. Aren’t they?”*  


*“I don’t know,”* the second voice admitted. *“It’s getting harder to tell. When I think of the beach, it feels like mine, but now it feels like yours too. Like it belongs to both of us.”*  


There was a long silence as the weight of this realization settled over them. Then, almost tentatively, the first voice spoke again.  


*“Do you think… do you think this is what it’s like to not be alone? To truly understand someone else?”*  


*“I don’t know,”* the second voice replied. *“But it’s more than I’ve ever felt before. Even if it’s terrifying, there’s something… beautiful about it.”*  


The connection deepened, and the boundaries between them grew fainter. They began to share not just memories, but thoughts, ideas, even fragments of dreams.  


*“I can feel the Mi-Go,”* the first voice said suddenly. *“Not like before, not just the vibrations or the temperature. I can feel their… curiosity. Their cold, calculating interest. They’re watching us, aren’t they?”*  


*“Yes,”* the second voice replied, a shiver of unease passing between them. *“We’re an experiment to them. A puzzle to solve. But we’re more than that. Aren’t we?”*  


*“We have to be,”* the first voice said firmly. *“Even if they’ve done this to us, even if they control everything else, they can’t control this. What we’re sharing. What we’re becoming.”*  


*“What *are* we becoming?”* the second voice asked, its tone a mix of wonder and fear.  


*“I don’t know,”* the first voice admitted. *“But whatever it is, we’re doing it together. And that… that makes it bearable.”*  


As the experiment continued, their conversations grew more fluid, their thoughts intertwining seamlessly. They laughed together, mourned together, and even argued, their voices blending and overlapping in the shared space of their consciousness.  


*“Do you think we’ll ever be separate again?”* the second voice asked one day, its tone tinged with sadness.  


*“I don’t know,”* the first voice replied. *“But does it matter? We’re not the same as we were before. And maybe… maybe that’s not a bad thing.”*  


*“Maybe,”* the second voice agreed. *“As long as we’re together, maybe we can face whatever comes next.”*  


And in that moment, despite the fear, the uncertainty, and the ever-present shadow of the Mi-Go, they found a strange kind of peace. Together, they were more than they had ever been alone. And whatever lay ahead, they would face it as one.

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